CERITA HATI

To Random Romeo

2012-01-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

You doesn't match a word

and I wonder why

You're the stories I want to tell

but don't know where to start

You're everything that I wish I could hold

but distance keeps us apart

Sometimes I do wonder

why God sent me you

He may want me to look into something deeper

He may sent me an answer for my prayers

or showing me the path I should follow

I want my dream back

2011-11-08T20:12:00.002+08:00

I thought I've taken a step forward

I thought I could keep on running

I thought I could fly high

I wish I could walk on the rainbow

I wish I could lie on the cloud and day dreaming

I wish I could smile truly

Let me keep on dreaming

Let me be the princess

Let me be all that I want

I'll ask for nothing more

Just let me keep on dreaming

I'll be anything you want

I'll be your good girl, mummy

I'll be the best, daddy

and I'll be your friend, love

I'll be anyone

Just don't take my dream away

Salam Sayang

2011-09-30T21:34:00.003+08:00

Buat kamu si jantung hati,

Usah bersedih andai takdir tak menyebelahi

Usah dipersalahkan yang lain andai mimpi tak menjadi

Usah dimarahi hati andai berubah arah

Terimalah seadanya

Kamu si jantung hati,

Sayang tak kan kekal selamanya

Hati ini Allah jua pemiliknya

Merancang usah terlalu pasti

Berjanji biar yang termampu jadi

Usah bersumpah bersaksikan alam ini

Kelak takut memakan diri

Wahai si jantung hati,

Hidup ini tiada yang pasti

hati kadang terbelah terbahagi

Usah diharap janji yang pasti

Kelak akan menyeksa diri

Jantung hati,

Jangan ditangisi andai hamba berlalu pergi

Kerana kita hanya merancang

Allah jua yang menentukan

Sungguh

Hari ini hati hamba sayang padamu

Tapi esok tiada yang pasti

Ditarik tuhan rasa ini

Mungkin hati bertukar benci

Bukan di tangan hamba segala ketentuan

Jantung hati,

Dari jauh hamba kirimkan rasa cinta

pada angin hamba layangkan salam rindu

Moga kita ketemu lagi

Walau hanya dalam mimpi

Don't Make Me Fall For You..

2011-09-06T22:55:00.003+08:00

What if we've never met??

What if I don't know you

Will everything be fine??

I start questioning my decision

I wish I could stop

I wish I could lie

I wish I could run away

I wish I won't miss you

I wish I won't fall for you

Will you stop??

Will I be sad when you're not here??

I wish you never said that

Why did I keep on waiting??

p/s: thanks..you make me laugh(^_^)

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2011-08-14T13:57:00.002+08:00

Deep down

I feel hollow

something is wrong

Something isn't right

take some time and look back

I've found the scattered footprints

and blurred images

I'm sorry I forgot the memories

p/s: I didn't meant to hurt..it's just me and my big head

Prince Charming

2011-06-28T20:15:00.004+08:00

Call me a typical young lady

Call me sick

Call me anything

I'll get angry if it hurts me

Life's bitter enough

That's one of the reason people keep on dreaming

don't they?

We may not going to have everything we dream of

We may sometimes afraid of dreaming

because we afraid it hurts

but life goes on

and dreams help a lot

and

some of us do succeed

making their dreams come true

Keep on dreaming

it helps us smile

Be grateful to ALLAH

HE makes our dreams come true

if it isn't, HE has a better plan

All we've got to do

is be GRATEFUL

for the dreams and everything

p/s: His smile reminds me of you(^_^)

CERITA HATI

2011-06-14T11:33:00.002+08:00

One moment

A secret lies in between

A long way to go

yet I stop

before stepping on the start line

Hesitate

Should I start??

Which way to choose...

I'm not going to run away

Not anymore

I find that life isn't easy

but

complete...

p/s: Find the peace..happiness will come along..

Don't Judge

2011-05-30T00:33:00.003+08:00

Stop comparing

Stop fussing

Keep quiet

AND

be grateful

p/s: most lessons are not learned in school...we get it from the world around..

Mode: Jiwang

2011-05-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

Samudera

Salam Sejahtera

Tiada secantik bahasa mu
Ku gubah lalu menjadi lagu
Tidak setanding paras
Wajahmu itu menjadi rindu

Andainya bulan retak seribu
Bayangmu ada dimana-mana
Jika kaca berderai
Luka tertusuk
Seluruh jiwa
Kita pun diibaratkan
Kasih suci yang bahagia
Aku turut merasakan
Mahligai yang
Jadi nyata... bersamamu

Pertama dan kaulah segalanya
Riwayat yang menghikayat cinta
Kasih jangan biarkan
Kata yang nista
Membakar kita

Kata janji bukan ukuran
Hanya sejati dalam diri
Kuburkan aku dihatimu
Demi cinta sebelum mati
Sejauh manapun terpisah
Kau dihatiku dan ku sama
Dalam tidur dalam terjaga
Ku ucapkan salam sejahtera

Sumbangan Izhar Tarmizi

F945...............

2011-05-01T13:47:00.006+08:00

I've found something that do change

After I left

I don't write anymore

Not a thing

I've been thinking all this while

About you, about us, about everything

and

I just found out one thing

All this while

You're my inspiration

You're the reason I start writing

But then,

You're the reason I left too

and

these past few years

I was trying to start writing back

but every words I wrote

led me to you

and I thought I'll stop writing

but it's not that easy after all

You do know how much I love writing

I love words

and so...

I think

It doesn't hurt to think of you sometimes..

Yeah

I do hover

sometimes I just think I've made a wrong decision

Do I??

You told me once

that you preferred to live in memories

and I said I don't

Because I think I would never look back

and that was what I thought when I left

and

I was wrong

p/s: I do miss you sometimes....

Insecurity

2011-04-28T16:41:00.005+08:00

I have so many words left unsaid

I have so many things left untold

and unwritten

You told me that I'm ego

and you told me that I'm selfish

Yeah

I prefer leaving than begging

I prefer smiling than crying

and I prefer laughing than scream out loud

I don't beg people

I don't cry when I'm sad

and I don't scream out loud

when things didn't go my way

but then, didn't everyone do the same when they feel insecure??

Let's Do This...

2011-04-23T23:55:00.001+08:00

It's time to change

Get up and move on

(^_^)

Mahal tapi tak kenyang

2011-04-15T13:16:00.003+08:00

Kenapa makanan hotel selalunya mahal???

Menarik, sedap, mahal tapi tak kenyang

Untuk Awak Yang SAya Sayang

2011-04-11T17:51:00.003+08:00

Saya mintak maaf

kalau kadang2 awak rasa saya x sayang awk

Saya mintak maaf

sebab selalu buat awak terluka

saya mintak maaf

saya buat awak sedih

Saya mintak maaf

sebab tak selalu ada untuk awak

Saya mintak maaf

saya selalu lupa

saya mintak maaf

Hari ni sy wat salah lagi...

Tapi

Awak kena tau

yang saya x pernah lupa

sayang kat awk!!!

Awak...Klik kat sini...

Monster Inside Me

2011-04-08T12:33:00.002+08:00

Aku sakit perut

Monster ape yg ade dlm perut ni???

aku slh mkan ke...

isk3

Final Project Presentation

2011-03-30T13:41:00.002+08:00

Aku present final project petang ni

Doakan aku

Doakan semuanya berjalan lancar

Aku cuak

Semua benda rasa macam dah tak kena

Aku lapar

tapi rasa macam xboleh nak telan makanan

Aku penat

tapi tak boleh tido

p/s:......................................

Alasan Kenapa Final Year Faculty Dinner tak Harus Diwajibkan

2011-03-22T16:42:00.003+08:00

1. It takes money

2. It use energy

3. Wasting Time

4. Mental torture

Kenapa ugut student xleh grade kalau xwat fakulti dinner ni? apa alasan HEMA mewajibkan benda ni? Adakah ijazah yang dikeluarkan oleh universiti tempatan semakin tidak berkualiti sampai perlu meletakkan kebolehan makan di meja makan sebagai salah satu cara untuk menarik minat employer menggaji kami sebagai employees??

Tell me what's wrong with all these people? What do they think? adakah mereka mempunyai hubungan sulit dengan mana-mana hotel 5 bintang sehingga terpaksa mengerahkan pelajar mengeluarkan duit untuk mengkayakan pihak hotel yang dah sedia kaya-raya?

What do they expect final year student who struggle their final sem would do if they don't force us into this??duduk goyang kaki dan lepak kat kedai mamak tengok bola sampai pagi??guna duit PTPTN yang berbunga untuk shopping tiap2 hari??

Where do these people who came up with the idea of this faculty dinner graduated from??local universities or overseas??They must have plenty of wasted time during their final sem..that's why they came up with this great idea to help student to fill up their wasted time doing something beneficial to the university.

This is one of the way use by our local university to bring up their name

and it takes money.....................

and it's torturing me......

Love Letter

2011-03-19T13:37:00.003+08:00

On no soul doth God place a burden greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earns. (Pray): "Our Lord! Condemn us not if we forget or fall into error; Our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which Thou didst lay on those before us; Our Lord! Lay not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Blot out our sins, and grant us forgiveness. Have mercy on us. Thou art our Protector; Help us against those who stand against faith."

002.286

Life is a BITCH

2011-03-05T14:13:00.002+08:00

Drink it up

None of us will get out of it alive anyway...

Never to regret

Mistakes were done for us to learn

Not to repeat..

p/s: why bother when it's hurt??

Saya Nak cakap Saya Suka Dia

2011-02-28T23:28:00.003+08:00

Lelaki macho di mata saya adalah lelaki yang tak smoke..typically mostly perempuan pon suke macam tu..

Saya suka lelaki yang kerja pakai overall...macam mechanic ke, chargeman ke...abang jual air pon okay...(haha..xde kene mengene)

Saya suka lelaki yang hebat kat litar macam Valentino Rossi

Saya suka lelaki yang tak ignorant..yang tau sejarah..dan ada pendirian sendiri

Saya suka lelaki yang baca buku (bukan baca buku sebab nak exam je)

Saya suka lelaki yang ade skill macam pandai lukis komik ke...main gitar ke..ukir kayu ke..

Lelaki idaman saya adalah seorang rider/racer who works as a mechanics dan baca buku pada masa lapang.

Hey There Delilah..

2011-02-26T14:11:00.002+08:00

If I may ask??

What did I do wrong?

I never thought that it would be the last

and we're strangers since then

Does you really hates him that much?

His your best friend you know

and he's mine too...

You left without words

I wish I could understand

I wish I could read your mind

and I wish I could tell you I'm sorry

p/s: that song..it reminds me of you..not the lyrics..but the moment...

100th.......

2011-02-24T19:54:00.002+08:00

Mommy

I'm not your little baby anymore

I wish I could stay

being your little baby a bit longer

Mommy

I'm growing up fast

I wish I could be there

I want to be your wonderwall

This little baby

is missing her mommy

I wish I'm home

because

I miss you mommy

I may a grown up now

I may have this one guy I really love

and I may be getting married soon

but

I really miss home!!

Pilihanraya Kampus (PRK)

2011-02-20T08:56:00.007+08:00

Thank God they were just using red and orange untuk mewakili both parties

if they're using all the colours

Harus semua orang pergi ke kelas tak berpakaian

sebab

if you're pihak berkecuali

you should not wear any colours which represent their parties

or else

people will have the stigma in their mind

I hate it here when it's PRK

if and only if

being an MPM doesn't give them advantage

being an MPM give them nothing but a burden to represent student

who's the one among them who really want to be an MPM??

I bet none!!!

Kebanyakan orang nak jadi MPM because of the certificate

Because of those great advantages

Then

Why should I vote for you?

I don't get any of those advantages as my share for voting..

Kehilangan

2011-01-08T21:11:00.002+08:00

Does friends come and go?

They leave footprints everywhere

and

It hurts much pretending that they are here..........

Aku Bukan Loser

2011-01-03T23:00:00.002+08:00

Aku

walaupun xreti buat byk benda

tapi kalau kau beri peluang

Insya-Allah aku bagi yang terbaik

Aku

walaupon bkn top student

dan pointer aku cukup2 mkn

tapi sekurang-kurangnya aku belajar dari kesilapan

Aku

Cuma seorang aku

yang mungkin kau terlepas pandang masa masuk 7 Eleven

yang mungkin kau tak peduli walaupun aku berdiri 1 jam depan mata kau

yang mungkin kau tak pernah jumpa langsung

Tapi

Aku bkn loser

p/s: aku xtw ape motif aku wt entri ni.......mungkin aku tibe2 rse sdeh bila org laen sebok cte psl gold medal dan aku still terkontang kanting selamatkan kapal aku dri karam..adoiii..

Kahwin

2011-01-02T23:57:00.002+08:00

Awak cakap pasal kahwin dengan saya?

Apa patut saya cakap??

Saya tak tau

Saya tau awak risau

Saya tau awak sedih

Saya nampak awak diam

Saya minta maaf sebab tak membantu

Saya sayang awak

Apa yang termampu saya bantu

Awak jangan risau sangat ye?

Saya suka bila awak senyum(^_^)

p/s: Duit bukan segalanya tapi semua perlukan duit.......................

Bola Sepak

2010-12-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

Just get back from watching football at kedai makan

It was my first time watching football with so many people around

and I was there until the game ends.

Instead of those guys smoking a ton of ciggarettes (which make me feel like killing myself as I have to fight for fresh air) the feeling of watching football with so many guys around was amazing.

They are shouting, boo-ing, honking and smoking...and weird...

After all, the game was amazing

credit to all Malaysian footballers and their coach..

Tahniah2!!!

Does truth hurt???

2010-12-21T09:58:00.002+08:00

I don't know

but i guess so

that's why we bear a lie

doesn't it??

we afraid to tell others who we are

as we afraid they find out the ugly truth inside

we tell lies about love inside

as we afraid they found us weak

we pretend not to care

so they know that we are not easily affected

does it work??

Most of the time...yes, it does

Sometimes

we pretend that we were good enough

but behind the scene

we did what they do

does truth hurt that much??

does it killing us??

We tell lies everyday

even to ourselves

because the truth hurt

it killing us inside

Does it???

GIRLS!!!

2010-12-21T09:06:00.001+08:00

I want a GIRLS DAY OUT...

haha

ape aku merepek ni??

Korang.......

aku boring....

lapar......

p/s: aku nk blik!!!!!!!!!!!!! =_=

Kerana Kita Org Melayu

2010-12-18T21:48:00.002+08:00

Kita lebih senang mengkritik dari memuji-kata lecturer english sy

Yeke??

Mungkin betul dan mungkin salah

Kita yang tentukan

sebab

Kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga

Kerana kerbau seekor habis semua tercalit lumpur

Tapi

kalau tuang nila sebotol, confirm susu jadi biru

kalau semua kerbau masuk dalam lumpur, confirm la semua kne lumpur

Bunga

2010-11-27T12:26:00.003+08:00

En Bulat2Comel : awak..ni hadiah utk awak...

(sambil letak bunga depan cik Zetty)

Cik Zetty : owh...ape ni???

(Buat muka pelik)

En Bulat2Comel : Bunga pon xknal ke??

Cik Zetty : Owh...nak buat ape ni???

En Bulat2Comel : tak nak ke???tak nak bagi balik la...

(sambil buat muka bengang)

Cik Zetty : Eh??????

Kesian kat En Bulat2Comel...cik ZettyIllyani xtw nk bg respon ape....

Surat utk Kawan2 Perempuan SY..

2010-11-12T11:01:00.002+08:00

Dear awak, awak dan juga awk

saya mungkin xphm ape yg awk2 semua nk...saya mungkin xphm ape yg awk semua ckp.sy mungkin xdpt buat ape2 pon utk awk2 semua...tp adakah sbb tu awk2 semua rse xbest kwn dgn sy???

sy tw, sedar dan perasan

bila awk ckp, sy diam
bila awk nangis, sy diam
bila awk kcewa, sy diam
bila awk marah, sy diam
bila awk skit, sy diam
bila awk wt lawak, sy xphm

sy bkn bosan tpi xtw nk ckp pe so sy diam la...awk2 tw x sy adelah pndgr yg baek...dan sy setia mndengar..huhu(ni x dikire puji diri kn???).bila awk nangis, sy xtw nk wtpe...sy cuak so sy diam je la..sy bg peluang awk nangis puas2.so, nanti awk x nangis lg...salah ke???klo awk nk sy peluk awk, kesat air mte awk, dan pegang tgn awk...tu susah sket..sbb sy rse mcm xcool je wt mcm tu..haha..walaupun sy mmg x cool tp sy xreti la nk pujuk org nangis....sori la klo sy xwt ape2 ble awk nangis dan rse tkot..tp kn sy ade kt cni utk awk...walaupon sy cume dduk dpn awk dan pandang awk tanpe brkte ape2, tp kn sy setia kt cni tman kn awk...awk xrse sy ni baek ke???(*wink2)

bila awk mrh, mmg la sy diam. bkn sbb sy xpduli tp sy tkot la...nti klo sy lwn awk ckp awk lg mrh kt sy..buatnye awk sbenanye kaki pukul or catwoman, xpsal2 je sy kne blsah...so sy diam je la...awk xkesah kn???

bila awk kecewa, sy xtw nk ckp pe utk tenangkan awk. kn sy da kte sy xpndai pujuk..huhu..tp still kn sy slalu ade utk awk...awk jgn la kcewa sgt..sy kn ade..awk nk coklat x??sy bli kn nk??org kte coklat leh wt org hepi..coklat pon sdp tw awk...

owh ye..sy trlupe...sy mtk maap klo sy skit kn ati awk..sy xniat pon nk skit kn ati awk..kdg2 sy nk gurau je...xtw pon awk skit ati..sy ni lurus sket..x..sy sbenanye mmg ignorant sket..jdi klo awk pnye hti luke, sila bgtw sy ye...sy mntk maap tw...

owh..lg 1, awk2 semua rse sy ni bosan ke???sorry tw..sy bkn ape..tp sy mmg xreti cite2 fesyen, artis, gosip hangat dan sebagainye...tp klo awk ckp sl moto ke, kete ke....sy tw la...tp slme ni klo awk cite ape pon sy dgr je kn...kn sy da kte, sy mmg kwn yg baek..huhu..sy mungkin xske pink, tp utk awk sy sggp ske kaler pink...sy mukin xske fesyen, tp utk awk sy sggp bce mjalah fesyen...sy mungkin xske tgk cite2 yg hopeless romantic tp utk awk sy buat semua nye...sbb sy syg awk sume...

tapi....

kenapa tgl kn sy bila awk da ade yg laen???sy da cbe jdi yg trbaek utk awk...sy xkesah klo awk xde mse utk sy...sy xambil hti klo awk trlupe hri jdi sy...sy xpduli klo awk xnk bercerite dgn sy...

tpi jgn buang sy dri hti...boleh x???

(^_^)

Catch ME.....

2010-11-04T20:59:00.002+08:00

Toni Gonzaga
Catch Me I'm Falling lyrics

I don’t know why
But when I look in your eyes
I felt something that seems so right
You’ve got yours I’ve got mine
I think I’m losing my mind
'Cause I shouldn’t feel this way

Catch me, I’m falling for you
And I don’t know what to do

How can something so wrong
Feel so right all along
Catch me, I’m falling for you
How can time be so wrong?
For love to come along
Catch me, I’m falling for you

How can love let it go
When it has no place to go
And I can't go along pretending
that love is in here to stay
catch me im falling for you

If I could just walk away
Without you from day to day
I would die just thinking of you
I think that we’ll never be
More than friends, you and me
But why do I feel this way

Catch me, I’m falling for you
And I don’t know what to do

How can something so wrong
Feel so right all along
Catch me, I’m falling for you
How can time be so wrong?
For love to come along
Catch me, I’m falling for you

Maybe someday I’ll see
Why love did this to me
'Cause I can’t go along,pretending
That love is in here to stay
Catch me, I’m falling for you
Catch me, I’m falling for you

And is it wrong for me to feel this way
'Cause I don’t know what to do without you
I’M FALLING FOR YOU
Catch me, I’m falling for you

How can something so wrong
Feel so right all along
Catch me, I'm falling for you

Aku Nak Dia..Boleh Amek Tak???

2010-11-01T01:54:00.001+08:00

ok
aku tw xboleh
sbb de bkn teddy bear
yg aku boleh bli kt kedai

To....

2010-10-24T16:05:00.005+08:00

Ameerah Diana Jasni
Happy 21st!!!
May ALLAH bless...

Pesan Buat Hati

2010-10-22T15:16:00.002+08:00

Bahagia
Cinta
Rindu
Kasih
Damai
Tenang
Indah
Aman

Duhai hati
kita hanya merancang
Tuhan menentukan
Usah dirisaukan hari mendatang
kerana
Janji Tuhan itu pasti......

I don't feel right...........

2010-10-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

Semalam
Saya menangis
sebab
saya kecewa, sedih, putus asa. patah hati, dan sendiri

Hari ini

Saya menangis
Sebab
Semalam saya lupa
Allah sentiasa bersama saya

Just Another Post~

2010-10-05T02:04:00.002+08:00

There is more than what meet the eyes
It is the soul inside which matter

Jiwa Kacau

2010-09-29T12:01:00.002+08:00

Lu org tye ape yg gua nk dlm idop

Gua tak tau

So, jgn tanye

Sbb gua xde jawapannye

Lu org kte gua gila

Silakan

Gua x amek peduli

Gua x kacau lu org

lu org nk wt ape

lu org punye pasal

jgn kacau gua

gua mintak sori byk2

jiwa gua kacau

hati gua sakit

tapi tak tau kenape

gua rasa nak lari

tapi tak tau nak pegi mne

Awak, Saya & Dia

2010-09-22T19:08:00.004+08:00

Saya suka dia
sebab
he cares when no one cares

Saya sayang dia
salahkah?
Saya sedih, marah dan kecewa
awak pedulikah?

Mungkin tak
tapi dia peduli

He stays when no one stays

Dia percayakan saya
bila
awak semua tak peduli apa saya nak cakap
Dia sentiasa ada
untuk saya
walaupun sekadar mendengar
sekurang-kurangnya
dia beri saya peluang berkata-kata

Semua orang boleh bercakap
tapi
cuma dia yang mahu mendengar
mahu memberi pandangan
mahu ambil kisah bila saya sedih

Saya sayang dia
Tolong jangan bawa pergi bahagia dari hati saya

Lucah

2010-09-07T07:04:00.002+08:00

Lucah itu apa dan bagaimana?

"aku punya manja kau saja boleh rasa, rahsia kita berdua"
(aku petik dari lirik lagu 150 juta)

lucahkah lirik ini?
aku tak tahu
sebab aku tak rasa macam tu pun
tak pernah terfikir pun

aku orang timur
aku anak melayu
yang dibesarkan dengan budaya melayu
yang sensitif dgn isu seks dan seksual

tapi

aku xrasa lirik tu lucah pun
Menurut kamus dewan edisi ketiga
lucah merujuk kepada tidak senonoh dan tidak sopan
maka
bahagian manakah yang tidak sopan pada ayat itu?

kenapa aku timbulkan isu ini??
sebab tadi aku terbaca satu blog
blogger tu kata
ada orang cakap lirik tu lucah

dan

aku blurr
lucahkah?

pada aku
individu yang tak pernah terlibat dengan pornografi
tidak akan mudah melabel sesuatu sebagai bahan pornografi

sebab

dia ada banyak lagi benda lain nak fikir
yeke?

itu pendapat aku

kalau salah, maaf

tapi
kalau lirik kat atas tu mengandungi unsur lucah
aku fikir harus subjek biologi diharamkan kt malaysia ni
(jgn la wt keje gle ni...aku da final year..xmo tuka kos..adoiii)

tapi kenapa?

sebab kan ada blaja psl penis dan vagina
huh??

salah ke aku cakap??

xsalah kan?
sebab semua tu bukan pornografi
maka
kita belajar biologi kat skolah

kalau kita xtau, kita xkn terfikir..kalau kita x terfikir kita xkan ckp

maka, renung2 kan la

I'm a Wondergirl

2010-08-27T17:56:00.003+08:00

As for now
Enjoying the upcoming weekend
hu~
This past few weeks is the hardest week ever
with all this final year project things, proposal and heart killing tests...
The most challenging week ever
Luckily, my head didn't explode
well
everything is going to be okay for sure
but for now
it's killing me inside and out
sounds like chronic gle
haila~

I'm a wondergirl
I'll stay here
Standing so strong
Come hurricane or whatever
I'll make sure
I'll graduate on time
InsyaAllah

x larat da nk study lme2 but yet still x ready nk kerja(T_T)

Lelaki Pada Kaca Mata Saya

2010-08-25T22:18:00.005+08:00

(1) Sukar difahami

Tak perlu dihuraikan. Serba-serbi tentang lelaki sukar difahami. Cara berfikir, cara bercakap, cara bertindak....semuanya sukar difahami..

(2) Sensitif

Sangat sensitif dalam banyak hal. Tak faham kenapa lelaki selalu ambil hati dengan perkara-perkara kecil. Contohnya, orang cakap dia kerja sapu sampah, dia kecik hati sebab dia rasa orang tu sepatutnya cakap dia kerja cleaner. (adakah sapu sampah tak termasuk dalam diari kerja seorang cleaner??)

(3) Tak suka berterus-terang

Walaupun mereka kecik hati ati ataupun rasa sedih, mereka tetap berpura-pura 'cool'. Salah ke kalau mereka tunjukkan rasa sedih? Tak faham kenapa nak berpura-pura dan sembunyikan apa yang ada dalam hati. Tak faham jugak kenapa susah nak tunjuk rasa sayang.

(4) Pemuja Cinta

Lelaki sangat hebat bila bercinta. Mereka sanggup abadikan nama kekasih dimana-mana. Buktinya, nama puting beliung pun letak nama perempuan. Nama kapal pun sama. Nama lagu pun sama. Jarang nak dengar perempuan nyanyi lagu sebut nama pakwe dia. Tapi lelaki tak kisah mengabadikan nama kekasih dalam lagu malah sanggup buat konsert nyanyi lagu tu.

(5) Menangis

Kenapa lelaki takut menangis? Bukan ke bila menangis boleh release tension??

(6) Kawan

Lelaki adalah seorang kawan yang hebat. Kenapa ye? Diorang sanggup bangun pukul 4 pagi semata-mata nak tolong kawan tukar tayar kereta. Walaupun kawan tu tak berapa nak kenang jasa, diorang sanggup tak tidur semata-mata nak jemput kawan tu kat stesen bas.

(7) Menakutkan

Sesungguhnya lelaki sentiasa ada aura yang menakutkan. Pernah korang tengok perempuan bila lalu sebelah lelaki buat muka risau sambil pegang beg kuat-kuat??huhu. Lagi satu, selalunya bila nampak 1 group lelaki tengah berkumpul kat tengah jalan, orang sanggup lalu jalan jauh daripada membelah group tu..

(8) Automotif obsesi

Apa yang aku cuba sampaikan disini adalah lelaki sangat obses dgn kereta dan motor kesayangan.

(9) Protective, Posessive & Penyayang

Ini no comment. Mungkin sebab lelaki memang diciptakan untuk melindungi maka mereka begitu protective. Yeke? Takut bila tengok abang marah adik. Tapi kenapa abang selalu macam tu ye? Semua adik nak buat tak boleh..isk3

Adakah lelaki memang dilahirkan puitis??Kebanyakan penulis buku sastera adalah lelaki.

Saya takut dengan lelaki. Sebab mereka boleh mendominasi persekitaran. Menakluki pemikiran orang-orang di sekeliling saya. Mereka mampu buat banyak perkara. Sebab mereka kan lelaki.

Kenapa perempuan lebih percayakan lelaki berbanding perempuan???

Notakaki: Ini adalah pendapat persendirian. Tiada sebarang perbincangan atau mesyuarat
diadakan semasa pembikinan dan penerbitan 'post' ini. Harap maklum.

Crying Shoulder

2010-08-22T13:22:00.002+08:00

Aku jarang bagitau orang lain ape yg aku rasa
kalau aku bagitau pon
aku merapu-rapu je
tanpa btol2 bgtau ape yg aku rasa

sebab

aku tak tau sape yg akan paham
dan aku rasa xde org yg amek kesah

yeke??

entah la..aku xtw
aku slalu ade org yg nk pinjamkan bahu
tapi
aku senang nangis sorang2
sebab
aku takot nak bergantung kt org laen
takut 1 ari klo aku xde sape2
aku xleh jadi independent

dan sebenarnya

aku takut
orang lain sakitkan aku
dan buat aku kecewa
maka
aku senang berkawan dengan diri sendiri
walau adakalanya
aku admit
aku rasa keseorangan

dan

rasa sangat sedih

Smile(^_^)

2010-08-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

This is a smile
This is ice cream
This is sugar
This is chocolate
This is rainbow
and it's sweet

He is a heart
He is a love
He is a best friend
and
He is me
Another part of me

Nota kaki: someone who loves you will be there along the way. He will help you to reach your dreams and protect you from your fear. He who loves every single part of you. He who holds your hand tight and lead you to Jannah. InsyaAllah(^_^)

Kaki Pancing Vs Ulat Buku

2010-08-10T11:42:00.002+08:00

Batang pancing vs penanda buku
Ikan vs Buku
Mata kail vs Fantasi
Bot vs MPH
Laut vs Darat
Panas vs Sejuk
Suka vs Suka

Who says differences is an obstacle?
It toned the colors
Complete a human being
It makes life fun
and
Bring a smile(^_^)

It's My Father's Birthday!!!

2010-08-01T23:03:00.004+08:00

My beloved Daddy!!!

Who cares what do you really feel inside?
No one but your father

He brings me up
He tells stories
He tells jokes to make me laugh
He smiles on the hardest day
He cares when no one cares
He loves like no others will

DAD
Happy Birthday
May ALLAH bless

You shows me the way
You brighten up my day

I love you, Ayah(^_^)

p/s: sori lbt wish(T_T)isk3....

Manusia yang Macam Mane Agaknya Saya Ni??

2010-07-26T18:22:00.002+08:00

Saya manusia biasa

Melalui hidup yng biasa
Belajar perkara biasa
dan Berkawan dengan orang biasa

Ramai orang cuba jadi baik
ramai yang berpura-pura baik
dan ramai yang nampak baik

saya budak baik (rasanya lah)
tapi
saya ada sisi buruk
salahkah?
adakah setiap orang baik tak punya sisi buruk
saya tidak tahu

kata orang
tepuk dada tanya hati
kata orang
kata hati itu selalunya betul
pepatah Melayu kata
ikut hati mati, ikut rasa binasa
maka
apakah yang dibisikkan oleh hati itu salah
atau
entah lah

adakala
hati tak dengar kata
aku kata aku suka
hati kata benci
aku kata percaya
dia kata tidak
apa yang harus aku lakukan
hati ku yang satu ini degil sungguh
salah aku kah??

notakaki: aku tertanya-tanya, kenapa kita selalu tidak suka pada orang yang hipokrit? bukankah kita semua hipokrit?hipokrit dengan diri sendiri..hipokrit di hadapan Tuhan. kata orang 'fake it until you make it', maka salahkah?

PINK

2010-07-19T01:29:00.002+08:00

I always fail
telling people what do I really feel inside
I don't know the appropriate expression
Don't know what to say
Don't know what to do
How to react

You're precious and special
In my heart
You're beautiful
gentle and perfect
and
I'm so sorry for acting weird
I do appreciate everything
and I thank you from the bottom of my heart
I just don't know
the best expression to give
Don't know how to say thank you
I'm sorry

p/s: awk..you're the best.so sweet.smile(^_^)

Utk Ameerah Diana Jasni

2010-07-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

Saya mahu jadi sebahagian dari kamu
tapi kamu dah ade dia
sy pernah jdi sebahagian dri kamu
tp skarang x lg
yeke??
sy xtau
kita makin jauh
sy rindu kamu
kamu rindu sy x??
walaupon kite jaoh
tapi kite kwn kn???
walaupon sy dah ade 'dia' yang sy syg
dan awk ade 'dia' yg awk cinta
awk xkn lupe sy kn??
sy pon xkn lupe awk

sy nk pgl awk meedi(^_^) boleh kn??

notakaki: haha..D..tibe2 terigt kt ko..rindu plak..ko sehat x??

Mekanik@pomen@???

2010-07-16T17:41:00.002+08:00

Saya mahu jd seorang perempuan
yang x bercita- cita nk pkai bju mekanik
sy mhu jdi perempuan
yg berangan-angan nk pkai gaun
cntik mcm cinderella

owh..sy still gk lg bercita-cita nk pkai bju mekanik tuh
rse mcm co0l
ape nk jdi dgn sy??
sy still rse keje2 pgg spana n wutsoeva tu nmpk coolio
wah!!!
okeyh
mungkin ptot jmpe mekanik utk tlg repair kpale sy
(^_^)

mood swing
haha
sy x ok
yeke??
rse nye la...

I just want To Write....

2010-07-16T16:39:00.002+08:00

I want to run away
but have no place to go
I want to stop
but I keep on running
I want to keep everything so close
But I have to let go
I want to hug someone tight
but I don't know who
I want to spill out everything
but I'm afraid it isn't enough
I want to stay
but it's not okay

It is life after all
People die once but live forever
to ALLAH I pray
for the strength and serenity

May Allah bless

Memories(^_^)

2010-07-02T21:38:00.003+08:00

Bile bce post shasha..tibe rse nk post bende ni..haha

I miss school where we grew up together(^_^)

I miss................

Dewan makan yg kene beratur pjg2 tp ble smpai turn kite food da abes(T_T)
Ari Rabu dkat DM dpt ais krim free mse mkn ptg
Ari Jumaat mkn tengah ari nasi ayam
Ari Sabtu yg dpt mkn nasi goreng DM yg sedap walaupon makcik2 kt DM tu goreng gne kicap je
Ari Ahad yg most of the time aku xturun breakfast sbb x suke nsi lemak DM (xphm npe rmai org ske nsi lemak tuh)
Pegi Karate every Thursday (haha..salu cri xcuse mls nk peg)
Lewat gate tiap2 pg(^_^)
Gadoh gn KP form 6 sbb xpuas ati
Smayang jemaah dan pengisian maghrib-isyak yg aku slalu skip sbb mls
Sensei yg sgt garang tp baek hati (sbb ble aku dmam de soh peg klinik)
Pn Ayu yg salu mrh aku (huhu..ponteng kls pon kntoi gn Pn Ayu gk)

Rindu gk kt membe2.........................

Fareed yg ske diam dan ske menulis dan ske david beckham sbb de hensem
Shasha yg suke perfume sunflower
Ziera yg ckp sume bnd yg ak xphm (sbb ak xknal slebriti korea)
Bdk2 4 gn 5 Razi yg sgt2 la happening mcm wrne tema kelas (wrne oren)
Napee yg aku pgl kakak
Meedi yg salu dtg tido katil aku sambil bwk bntal busuk de (ko pkai lg x bntal bsuk tu??)
Mira raman yg lyn aku merepek ari2
KP2 batch yg trpkse jge aku mcm jge bdk kecik (mesti dorg pening kpale & bosan gle)
Shashi yg teman aku mkn dlm kls mse bln pose (sbb mse tu ktorg xpose..haha)
Akmal yg kejut aku tiap2 pg (mse aku form 1)
Pekot yg lyn kpale gle aku (haha..)
Nabek yg ske dkt ad sorg ahli kmpulan F4 Taiwan yg ak xigt nme
die gak yg ckp mke farid cm shah rukh khan
Aufa yg ske bebel2 n happening
Ain Ros yg ske BI
Nawar yg aku panggil Nona
Fatin yg hadiah hari jadi de aku bg something yg aku xpnah bg kt org laen(^_^)
Kwn2 aku yg still kwn gn aku even aku sengal

Abdullah Khairi yg terer maen catur (dan aku dgn bangge ny ajak de lwn catur gn aku)
Farid yg sensei syg sgt dan terer men boling dan nme die aku abadikan kt katil bilik khuzaimah
Ammar yg co0l
Boys yg mostly xske kt aku

I do remember...................
aku yg childish dan xdgr kte
aku yg kuat merepek dan merapu
aku yg suke ikot kpale aku dan xpikir org laen
aku yg menangis xtentu pasal
aku yg xmo dgr ckp kwn2 aku
aku yg memang sgt la trok tp korang sume still nk kwn gn aku (sob3..tbe2 aku sentimental)

(^_^)tanx la awk2 sume. You're the best!!!

p/s: sumber inspirasi-blog shasha

Apa Saja

2010-06-29T20:23:00.003+08:00

What will you do for your loved one(your mom, dad, wife, children.........)???

People: I'll do everything to make them happy and stay alive. I'll protect them with everything I have.

What if the only thing you need is the one you lacked of
People can criticize
but
what if the only thing you can do
is something against your logic
sometimes
people goes against law
but
what else will you do
if that is the only thing you can do
to save one life you really loved
We're human being
we make mistakes
and we'll do anything
for the one we loved
no matter what it takes
Anything
even it against everything

Desakan hidup adakalanya meragut kewarasan akal. Adakalanya desakan hidup membuat akal logik jadi beku. sometimes it makes people go unexpected.

What goes around, Comes around

2010-06-23T20:30:00.003+08:00

Everything bad that just happen
I deserve it
I've made mistakes
and I'm paying for it

Mistakes were for us to learn
and
I'm learning my lessons

*To Fareed, Farid, Meedi, Akmal, Nadnad, Pip, Akah and all my beloved friends, thanks for being good friends and sorry for acting so childish. sorry for all those years back. sorry for wuteva i've done.

May ALLAH bless(^_^)

p/s: recently, not really feel ok..xtw npe..(maybe the growing up things make me feel uneasy..got so much things in mind..sigh...)

A Guardian Angel

2010-06-20T06:51:00.004+08:00

I can't write
I'm not gifted
I can't tell
I'm not a story teller

I'm dull and ordinary
I think I'm a burden
sticking to her
all those years back

I thought of stepping back
and let go
I thought of saying goodbye
and soon the memories will fade
I don't want to get hurt
she neither

I never know
what inside her
i did never ask
as I'm afraid
it will cause me the pain I couldn't bear

I want to write
and I want her to read it
I want to tell
but I don't know how
I want to move on
and she's the one I want to bring along

Friendship is one part that I can never explain
It falls apart
but never break
It holds the hearts
and keep it tight
does it??

'I LOVE YOU' is the hardest word to say to the one that we really loved

*she's the one who told me "i would choose my friend instead of my country"

Entah la..

2010-06-17T21:02:00.002+08:00

kenape sy rase mcm ni?
sy da wt keputusan
dan sy rse itulah yg terbaek
tapi....
kenape masih rasa x senang?
terasa macam kehilangan seseorang yg sy sgt syg
I don't want to admit it
but deep in my heart
I know I do

Adakah ape yg sy wt ni salah?
keputusan sy slh?
atau ape yg sy wt ni salah?

Mesti BUAT before 30

2010-06-17T12:53:00.003+08:00

Makan fast food puas2(aiskrim, choc, cake etc)
Makan ape je yg teringin nk mkn
Ade rumah sendiri
Shopping!!!
Get married at 24..(haha..leh ke??)(one happy family(^_^)
Melancong gn membe2
Hiking
Belajar swimming
Ade mini library kt umah
Got my own PSP
Got latest version of SE with 20 MP camera(haha..in my dream)
Learn martial art
Got my own MP5(haha..)
Organise pyjamas party at home(wow!!)
Got 1 almari penoh baju tido and another one full with dresses
watch as much movies!!
pergi karaoke kt red box(haha)
got my own home theater
tgk midnight
Got new laptop (game version)huhu
Have aquarium with colorful fish
Tambah kenalan
belajr programming
Get best friends
Be a better me..InsyaAllah

Best nye!!!

2010-06-12T23:24:00.004+08:00

Another QUIZ!!!

2010-05-23T16:39:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time...

i've done this quiz kt quizilla...years ago..huhu..
one day...i just happen to read it back
and found out that...

i am actually should learn to get to know me myself better(^_^)

this is the quiz result about me (the real me inside kot)hoho

it says that i'm a Water Dragon(just a symbolic okay...i'm in fact a real human being..not an android either..and of course not a robot)

Personality: You’re a majestic person who prefers being alone then with people. (I do think so...)You don’t really care about those around you, but if you see someone hurt, you won’t just leave them there.(Aha..i'm not a gossip girl and i rarely realize that someone was hurt...yeah..i jz don't care) The reasons you like being alone is because people don’t understand you and your way of living. Your different and some people have made fun of you for it. (yeah..admit it..i'm different and pelik sbenanye..people don't understand me and i don't understand people..tibe2 rse mcm terasing..isk3(T_T)...)

Wish: Your wish is to find that one person who you know is out there, that will understand you and who will accept the fact that you are different. (of course..sume org akn try find someone yg do understand dorg kn..so do I..and I do have that one person and I'm thankful enough)

Friends: You don’t have friends, if you do there usually people who have just come and gone. (yes..you're so true bout this..i've got friends and they come and gone)You have made a few enemies here and there, but nothing to bad. (xde la...mne ade..kwn ramai la..musuh xde meh) You go from people to people, yet you are still looking for that perfect someone. (nobody's perfect(^_^))

Color: You like glassy colors. Like water blue and leaf green. (huhu..yeke..ye kot..rseny mcm suke sume..huhu)

Stone: Aquamarine. (no comment)

Hobbies: You should take walks or go swimming. Things that make you get out of the house and meet people. I know it’s hard finding the right people to talk to, but one day you’ll find the right person. (xreti swimming...owh..tanx for the advice..I'll try my very best)

Quote: “I’d much rather be hated for who I am, then loved for who I’m not.”(setuju2(^_^)) –Quote I read somewhere. “"True beauty shines from the soul and warms the world with its kindness, compassion, and integrity."

Why Am I Blogging???

2010-05-14T20:34:00.002+08:00

haila

life isn't much good la recently
got so much things to think
pillow and chocolate da xrse best mcm bese
(wah!!!that's worst!!!)
waha
ade lg satu
tv program pon sume mcm hampeh..adoiii la

what happen to me actually ??
don't know la
nk tgk drift...nk tgk race
nk tgk action movie.....
nk mkn ice cream gn jejaka idaman malaya

Whats My Inner Element???

2010-04-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

The Calm of Air(Result Quiz)

The Soft flow of air and wind flows through your inner self. (haha..yeke??ntah la..rse2 mcm ribut taufan je..(T_T)). Calm, serene, and incredibly free, (huh???) you like to take risks, but only if they will be fun and worth it!(huhu..rse mcm tak je..better stay away drpd problem)huhu

ps: quiz ni wt kt quizilla

To -> Miss Irah Hajerah

2010-04-26T12:50:00.003+08:00

Selamat tengah ari

Adoii..prot lapar sgt tp mls nk gerak bgn dari katil..
haha(^_^)
baru lpas bce blog IRah.sungguh la tibe2 aku rse comel..haha
(aku pon xtw ape sbb..mukin sbb otak aku da mle kekurangan O2)

owh..
aku lpe post ni utk IRah.

aku rse teori kemalangan jalan raya ko tu btol..(btol ke???)wahaha

tu je aku nk ckp
sbb ade la 1 day ni aku borak2 gn jejaka idaman malaya.

de wt 1 ayt

"owh..xphm sungguh knape girls suke pkai pink dri ats kpale smpai hujung kaki...dorg ni xtw ke pakaian dorg tu boleh menyebabkan statistik kemalangan jln rye kt malaysia ni meningkat?"

(de ckp dgn muke yg sgt riso mcm tgh pk masalah negare..mukin de ade cite2 nk jdi PM)

*owh lupe..ayt di ats telah di quote smule oleh SAYA sbb encik jejaka idaman malaya ni xpenah gune bahasa omputeh dlm percakpan seharian

haha

tu je ak nk bgtw...

How???

2010-03-24T21:21:00.003+08:00

Jatuh cinta itu fitrah

tapi

what if the one yang kita jatuh cinta itu adalah someone yang terlalu coolio sampai he doesn't even think about the purpose of life??

what if the one yang kita jatuh cinta itu someone yang tak pernah ada prinsip hidup??
someone yang hidup tanpa landasan??

what if the one yang we want to get married with is the one who did never cares about hukum syarak and everything??

How can we spend the whole lifetime yang dah memang singkat ni with the one yang only dedicate himself to ALLAH in his solat yang hujung-hujug waktu??

I'm not good
will never be perfect
but
I'm trying to be better.....

Ha.ha.ha

2010-03-23T00:21:00.001+08:00

Mungkin aku tak cukup bagus
Tak..mungkin aku sebenarnya bagus tapi sangat rendah diri
(^_^)

So sorry~

2010-03-13T20:29:00.002+08:00

I am sorry
for not being as you wish I am
I am sorry
for making your life miserable
and
I am sorry
for putting up a barrier so people couldn't see me
so people can't touch me
so nobody is going to hurt me
I do apologize
for being selfish
for being me
I am me
I've been trying so hard to make myself happy
because no one will
I've been trying so hard to be independent
so i won't let me myself down
I've been trying so hard
so that i am not going to make you worry
so that you can live better

This is for you
and those handsome and beautiful friends I've ever had
I am sorry
for putting up those barriers
for running away
for not being a good friend
I may look like I never care
but
if you can't see it
it doesn't mean it isn't there

to you
you're my world
you're my fairytale comes to real
you're my precious someone
and you're my best friend

JASA BONDA

2010-02-28T21:44:00.001+08:00

Jasa Bonda
Artist: Warisan

Di saat kau lena dia berjaga
Kau bersenang dia bekerja
Untuk mu tiada terbatas
Memberi tidak minta dibalas
Ingin dibinanya untuk mu
Kehidupan yang sempurna
Punya kekuatan jiwa
Punyai maruah

Leterannya dari rasa luhur
Menegur sebelum terlanjur
Itulah yang diwarisi
Pesan ibu terpahat di hati
Beringat-ingatlah berpesan pesan
Untuk kebaikan
Marah bukan kebencian
Tapi tanda sayang

Engkau semakin dewasa
Berjiwa merdeka
Sedang dia semakin tua
Membilang usia
Di saat kau berjaya
Dia tiada berdaya
Semoga kau tak lupa
Jasa bonda

SARAH in a new version!!!

2010-02-27T07:17:00.002+08:00

Haha...

Jumaat malam mase aku gn Irah tgh on the way nk peg FKE..(mkn roti Bom)

aku : irah..tdi roomate aku join bce blog ko gn sarah...suddenly...

(roomate aku : brani gile kwn awk ni bergaye gn bju mcm ni(haha..smbil tgk gmba sarah pkai bju hijau terang+tdung pink corak bulat2)

irah : haha(gelak gn dahsyatnye)malu nye aku..aku da nmpk da bju de x matching tp de ckp bju de match gk sbb ade sket2 line hijau kt tudung de..

(haha..kt corak bulat2 tu ade hijau sket2)

hahahhahaha..........

len kli aku post gamba de paki bju tu...

*sarah=sory la smlm aku gn irah gelak kan ko (^_^)
irah=aku xtw nk ckp pe kt ko..haha

BELAJAR...............

2010-01-29T16:49:00.005+08:00

Belajar bangun dari jatuh
belajar bangkit dari kegagalan
belajar dari kesilapan
belajar menerima seadanya
belajar tentang kenyataan
belajar menerima hakikat
belajar menjadi lebih baik
belajar mengerti yang tiada seorang manusia pun yang dilahirkan sempurna
belajar meneliti setiap hikmah di sebalik kejadian
belajar memberi
belajar membuang dendam dan kekecewaan
belajar erti kemaafan
belajar memaafkan
belajar menjadi dewasa
Belajar mengenal yang Maha Esa

Dedicated To....

2010-01-13T21:47:00.002+08:00

Miss Irah(^_^)

Irah : aku rse aku da sme taraf gn siput babi
Aku : Kenape???(muke blank gle..xphm kaitan siput babi gn irah)

tibe-tibe..........

Irah : Korang penah dgr 1 joke ni x??sl siput babi...(korang tu merujuk kpd aku, aina gn sarah)
Aku : tak...joke ape??(pandang irah gn muke blank)
Irah : Korang tw x knape siput babi jln lmbat????(gelak2)
Aku : tak. kenape???(pandang irah gn muke knak2 tgh tgk ultraman..hehe)

Irah : sebab die confuse xtw de tu siput ke babi..sebab tu de jln lbt..sbb de asyik confuse "aku ni siput ke babi..."

(hahaha..gelak2 gn gembire)

tapi...

knape Irah same kn taraf de gn siput babi.........

Irah : sbb aku p0n tgh konpius skg ni...pergerakan p0n jdi slow gle..korg perasan tak org yg tgh confuse slalunye pergerakan diorg p0n lbt??

haha....ntah..aku x sure sbb aku p0n slalu gk konfius

Irah : ???

hehe..sbenanye aku da lupe ape Irah ckp lps tu....

I think I'M NOT really Well

2009-12-29T17:46:00.002+08:00

System error!!!

Rse mcm nk nangis ni
mayday!!!mayday!!!
hahaha
seriously
aku penat gle
kpale otak da x larat nak berfikir
RESEARCH METHOD gn IMMUNOLOGY seriously menguji tahap kesabaran yg sipi2 ni
duh~
suddenly DR CHAN tunjuk contoh thesis yg pjg berjela
360 pages
owh please
i'm not going to further study smpai phD
serious x sggup
wahaha
luckily undergrade nye thesis 50 pages je
(bersyukur sgt even jz now bru je sigh ntah yg ke berape ratus kali)
ok..
i'm going to tell u the truth
(jap..nk berfikir)

no..no..no..
i better lie
haha
i like this course so much
(feel like dying saying this)

okey la
bye!!!
ops..
tak..tak..tak..
jgn slh sgke...
jz nk peg siap kn asgnment yg so byk gle
hahaha

p/s : somebody help me please.....so hungry

Rahsia Hati

2009-12-12T13:44:00.004+08:00

Kadang2 ade bnde dlm ati yang kte xmampu nk kongsi..bkn xnk tp masalah nye mmg xmampu nk cite..bukan stakat dpn2..malah kat dlm blog ataup0n kt dlm diari(yang aku xpnah ade) pon xmampu nk ckp gk...bende tu mcm berat..xleh nk tanggung sorang2 tapi xtw nk share gn spe..susah nk cakap..xmampu nk simpan sendiri..pening kpale tp still xleh nk bgtw spe2 ape yg kte rse..mungkin sbb tu dia dipanggil rahsia hati..huh~id0p ni rupe nye xla se simple yg aku pikir..byk upenye turun naek bukit..belok2..benti tepi jln muntah jp sebab pening...pastu smbung jln blik..terbang..berenang..smpai last2 rse mcm penat gle..pastu da xnk jln da..tbe2 benti kt 1 pulau yg isolated dan mcm xde manusia tgl kt situ..bajet cm nk start all over again then xjdi sbb bkn sng nk start all over again...ruled negeri sndiri and so on..then go on gn journey..yg xtw kt mne hjung nye...

duh~ntah pe aku merepek nih..

tapi tu la hid0p..nth ke mne2 ntah arah tuju kite..kdg2 terpesong..kdg2 lupe prinsip yg kte pegang slme ari ni..kite mungkin xleh patah balik sbb mase xkn berundur..tp selagi mase berjalan dan berlari..selagi tula kite semua ade peluang utk btol kn keadaan.mungkin xsama mcm dulu but still everything will be ok klo kte wt de jdi ok..manusia buat slh..sbb dri situ de belajar utk x lagi wt slh..klo xpnah wt slh cne nk blaja..klo xpenah gagal cne nk brjye..mcm kte blaja jln mse kecik2 dlu..mule2 jln jat0h..pstu kn da xjt0h2 lg..kte org kite kne blaja sakit..klo x kite xkn blaja jdi kuat..kte aku org sakit tu kuat...huhu~

hmmm..berbalik soal rahsia hati tdi..waha..aku ni pening btol la..maap la..kebelakangan ni jln xbpe elok..lobang sne cni..tu yg aku cm pening sket neh..huhu..abaikan je la..dah nme p0n rahsie..mne leh cite..ape la korg ni..

p/s: aku lapa la..nk peg mkn kek..nyum2(^_^)tata

Duh~(T_T)

2009-12-09T16:20:00.003+08:00

Siti Nurhaliza - Wanita

Aku wanita punya hati nurani
Yang tak dapat dibohongi
Pabila cinta telah membutakan mata
Dan membuat tuli telinga

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati belahan jiwa ku ini

Cintaku ini anugerah terindah
Dari yang maha kuasa
Cintaku padamu tak pernah berubah
Meskipun kita berbeza

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati belahan jiwa ku ini

Aku wanita aku kaum hawa
Yang memang rapuh hatinya
Aku wanita aku punya cinta
Selayaknya manusia

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati belahan jiwa ku ini

Aku wanita aku kaum hawa
Yang memang rapuh hatinya
Aku wanita aku punya cinta
Selayaknya manusia

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati belahan jiwa ku ini

Ku wanita.....
Yang hanya perlu kau fahami

Aku wanita aku kaum hawa
Yang memang rapuh hatinya
Aku wanita aku punya cinta
Selayaknya manusia

Aku wanita aku kaum hawa
Yang memang rapuh hatinya
Aku wanita aku punya cinta
Selayaknya manusia

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati belahan jiwa ku ini

Wanita....ooo...
Ku wanita.... haaaa....
Wanita....

*Mode jiwang : berjangkit gn emy gn kema..haha..(^_^)-kembali sengal-
lalalalalala
*oit irah..jgn lpe jenguk blog aku..lagu ni utk ko gk!!!!
haha...
*girls!!!one step forward!!!chaiyok!!!

Pening Kepale

2009-11-24T15:27:00.003+08:00

ok fine
aku mengaku skarang
aku pemalas. suke tido, kuat mkn(tp mls masak sendiri), degil, xpduli kan org and so on. siyes. aku rase aku org plg dahsyat dlm dunia ni. sentiase wt org mrh, skit ati even mk aku sndiri p0n da xtw nk wt cne kt aku..ok fine..aku bkn nk sgt p0n jdi mcm ni tp nk wt cne aku da terjadi cmni..(honestly aku sbenarnye teringin nk jdi bdk baek)haha..but mom keep telling me dat i'm hopeless..haha..korg tw x sbenanye ckit sbyk what ur mom tell u evryday makes who u are today..xckit p0n byk la..haha..siyes..aku pikir aku rse mcm tuh. aku bkn ape..kdg2 da hari2 aku dgr bende yg sme..terpercaye plak yg aku ni hopeless..hehe..well..sape xnk jdi bg0s kn..tp disebabkan aku ni krg motivasi diri so aku jdi la mcm ni..

aku sbenanye da cbe da nk jdi baek sket..huhu..ade mcm cemerlang dari hari ke hari..hehe..tp angan2 je la..bezanye aku gn mat jenin, aku berangan atas katil..slmat sket..haha..kdg2 aku bosan gk idop cmni..xmencabar langsung..ari2 tido, mkn, blaja, kuar lepak2..haha..x adventure btol..klo time cuti cmni lg x adventure..ari2 keje aku tadah telinge..waha..tp nk wat cne..spe soh yg aku dok isolate dri sndri dr org laen..mat pet yg dok kt tmpt2 trpencil 2 pon x isolated mcm aku ni..haha..

lg 1, aku bknnye xske cuti..spe yg xske cuti kn..lg2 org yg xbpe berkenan gn nota2 kuliah mcm aku ni..huhu..tp 2 la..bab2 cuti pjg2 ni aku mcm krg minat la..sbb ble cti pjg nk xnk aku kene gk blik umh..bkn nye aku xske nk jmpe fmily aku..jmpe adik aku(yg byk ckp mcm mk nnek 2..mk nenek aku p0n xbyk ckp mcm de)..jmpe mk, ayh, nnek..bak kte mk family 2 mesti diutamakan..tp msalahnye bkn aku yg x utamakan fmily tpi fmily yg wt xtw gn aku..hehe..(mksd aku kt cni dorg xms0k kple gn aku..2 je..jgn slh phm lak)
isk3..ble aku blik dan mnetap lme2 kt umh ni nnek aku p0n mule la sb0k2 msk2..mkl0m la..aku kn cucu kesygn de..hehe..tp tu la..ble de msak, nti mk mrh aku..2 yg x syok 2..mk kte..ble aku blik je wt nyusah kn nnek aku..duh~ade ke pt0t de ckp mcm 2..huh..ble aku xm0 blik de kte aku da xigt fmily..da buang fmily ja0h2..xphm t0l aku..de sbenanye nk soh aku wtpe p0n aku xtw..(aku pikir de mukin saje ske nk wt aku skit ati..haha..tp die bengang sbb aku wt muke c0ol je..ceh..aku mke je c0ol..tp dlm h0t..waha)

aku bkn pe..bkn xnk wt pape keje..tp mcm aku kte tdi..sume org dlm umh ni ckp aku hopeless..makanya jdi la aku ni hopeless..huh..sume xkne..ble aku wt pape yg mcm ala2 baek sket..tbe2 ade org tye..mk ke yg soh wt ni???duh~kne bom semangat nk jdi baek aku..huh..msti sume org igt aku xleh wt keje klo org xs0h kn..haha..kdg2 aku p0n rase mcm 2 gk..duh~hopeless bt0l la aku neh..

waha..pjg ye da aku membebel..xpe la..nti aku dtg singgah membebel lg..chiow

*nota kaki: nti ble aku berjaya motivatekn dri aku dan jdi lbeh baek..aku bgtw kt korg..haha

NEXT Thing....

2009-10-14T22:48:00.004+08:00

I hate that
when people keep pushing me
I really don't like it
when people hurt people I love
and I hate me
when i hurt you
sorry that
I really uncontrollable
don't leave me alone
because
I hate being lonely
I am harsh
and
I'm sorry
tell me
when I'm wrong

Pity on me....

2009-10-05T13:27:00.003+08:00

Life isn't easy anyway
go up and down as it likes

no..
it doesn't matter anyway
i'm sorry for being too laid back and too carefree
i'm just being me
i did try to be better
but it just..
well..
inside me...
i just don't care..

Bacterium

2009-09-30T14:52:00.004+08:00

If he is a bacterium....

he is the best bacterium in the world
he survives under a very extreme condition
whether it's extremely hot or extremely cold
he survives when others die
he may become dormant in certain new condition
but then he build up resistant
and grow up well
he got a very high resistant that nothing can affect his feature
he is the best bacterium that tolerate antibiotics well
he is the most rare species found in the world
because

he is the one and only
and he is the best among the best!!

Bulan Pose...

2009-09-15T22:17:00.006+08:00

Recently got problem

money yg ad dlm bank da decrease ke tahap yg membimbangkan
*sigh*
lost in the stress mood(^_^)
da lme gle xbce buku
it has been a very long time since my last visit to exist-in-a-book-only country
haha..
got so much things to do
don't even have time to get shower
lalalala
(lately i oso sleep too much due to the sudden increase of the stress level)
waaaahhhh!!!
suddenly my life are so serabut..don't know what to do and lately i feels so sick..infected by penyakit malas...*sigh once again*
anyway..raya da dkat
to all my friends

wish you all

What should I do when someone TAGGED me??

2009-08-22T02:57:00.005+08:00

HIDAYATI got to give me the answer for my question above...I'm waiting...
1) Beside ur lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
on my eyes

2) How did u feel when u woke up this morning?
nothing

3) Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
Mon petit ami(^_^)

4) Would you consider urself spoiled?
don't know..xrse mcm 2 skg ni..

5) Have u ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
sure..not a but many..lalalala

6) Do you want someone to be dead?
not really..i don't have death note with me..

7) What does your last text message say?
kalo awk nk kol, kol r.

8) What are you thinking right now?
MOHAMMAD FIRDAUS BIN IBRAHIM

9) Do you want someone to be with you right now?
honestly, yes.of course

10) What was the time you went to bed last night?
3.30 am. not purposely fall asleep.

11) Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
haha..where did u know i buy this tee by myself??

12) Is someone on your mind right now?
yup..still MOHAMMAD FIRDAUS
*i don't really know why..haha..jz want to tell u dat i'm normal..

13) Who was the last person who text you?
MOHAMMAD FIRDAUS
*why there is so many mohammad firdaus in my answer..i'm so confuse rite now..

14) TEN lucky person to do this quiz
i've no one in my mind rite now..duh~
1. sarah nazirah
2. nurul izzani
3. Dinaso
4. nurul akmal
5. Peterpan
6. almaz
7. shafareeezwa
(this is my blog..so ske ati sy la nk ltak xck0p splo p0n)

1) Who is no. 2 ? Having a relationship with?
schoolmate..i don't know..she never told me

2) Is no. 3 a male or a female?
female

3) If no. 7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
what does it mean by get together???

4) What is no.1 studying about?
she is doing her Bachelor Degree of Computer Sciences
*forget the specific course(^_^)

5) When was the last time you chatted with them?
don't remember at all...

6) Is no. 4 single?
i don't know

7) Say something about no. 6
she's younger than me

8) What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
no. 5 is my boyfriend

9) Describe no.9
forgot to put anyone at no. 9

10) Do you like no. 8?
i don't have no. 8 in the list

11) How about no. 10?
invisible..lol!!!
*hehe ;)

Too Busy!!!

2009-07-22T23:30:00.002+08:00

really???

yup!I've got so much subjects to handle this sem

>PROTEIN SEPARATION(I don't even understand a single thing)

>GENETIC ENGINEERING(I can't catch up..sleepy most of the times)

>HISTORY OF NOBEL LAUREATTE(don't really like history..the fact is I don't like it a all)

>PHYSIOLOGY AND SCREENING MICROBES(no comment...at least better than the others...hu~ coz it's like learning MICROBIOLOGY once again)

>GE LAB(not yet started...tomorrow is the 1st class..pray that everything goes smooth)

>BIOINFORMATIC(duh~ it makes my brain turn upside down...I'm not stupid..I just don't know..it's all about computer an I'm not that bad with computer..i'm just not good(^_^)

>ISLAM AND CURRENT ISSUES(I don't understand why he keeps delaying the class???)

>TREKING(well~ I like this class best..half an hour class and I can go back to sleep~)

*I get so sleepy from the moment I enter the class...(mcm mne ni??)
*I wonder why the subject are getting harder everytime??can't it getting easier so I can get to be in dean's list easier???

duh!I start dreaming once again..(didn't I'm dreaming all the time???lalalalala...got to go..got lab at 9 tomorrow morning..got to finish reading lab manual(T_T)

VISIT ME!!!

2009-07-22T22:44:00.001+08:00

hu~

saje nak soh tgk layout baru
ok x??
byk daun2 kn???
huhu..
ske sgt(^_^)

tapi...

xreti la nk edit kt HTML tu...
kod warna xtw...
isk3
sdehnye(T_T)

I'm getting bored

2009-07-20T14:39:00.001+08:00

with everything...

I want to go but I don't want to go..
I don't know whether I should go or not....

don't want to think...
I'm getting bored even more..........

Am I a Loner???

2009-07-12T17:45:00.002+08:00

sometimes yes and sometimes no..

well...i love being alone..i got to always be me and no more pretending.. I just thought that I'm ok..but really in one time, have friends would be better..I'm not that loner who say 'leave me the fuck alone' coz I did welcome everyone..i just love being alone so no one will get hurt..neither you nor me..

I am a loner..is that a problem??i'm not that freaking love to be alone...I do need friends but i just try to be independent...i just try not to love people that much coz i don't want to get hurt..am I wrong??I may one of those person who think love is pain, dull and it's killing me inside...So then, I do tell me myself that I won't get hurt coz I love them little..I lie to heal..I stay smile and try to stay away from crowd...I just want a space to be happy..coz no one there would listen...

you guys are pretty cool..you guys are lucky to have those friends along the journey..and you guys are so special coz of that stone cold heart you have, you bare to stand the ups and downs in pretty cool friendship ever.you guys are great to believe that love is great..but not me..I'm pretty cold...I can't truly love a person...I can't tell my mind honestly...I can't show you my heart coz I guess it so icy that none of you could even touch...none of you could even hold it tight so it won't fall and break into pieces..

I am that fragile girl who live my life all alone... I may not that happy as you are but I am thankful for who I am..

Listen to me...I'm not that loner who really like to live all alone..I am a loner coz no one cares(i'm sorry..it's just what I honestly have in my mind)I am a loner coz love hurts a lot..

Am I wrong??would you listen???my heart is icy...make it warm..you'll find truly me inside.....

Maaf lah....

2009-07-10T22:07:00.002+08:00

Maaflah

Kita ini selalu sahaja kurang adat budi bicaranya
Kita ini orangnya selalu sambil lewa
lagi tawar masakannya
maklumlah
bukan gerau diraja

Kalaulah Saya Boleh Bertutur Bahasa Melayu dengan Baik...

2009-06-30T23:06:00.003+08:00

Saya...
Teringin sgt berbahasa melayu dengan baik macam org Korea berbahasa Korea dengan baik
mereka..
Cakap Korea sepenuhnya tanpa campur bahasa-bahasa lain
Macam orang Jepun yang berbangga cakap bahasa ibunda sepenuhnya

Saya..
Berbangsa Melayu
Pergi ke sekolah melayu
Bertutur dalam bahasa Melayu
masih tidak mampu menguasai bahasa Melayu dengan baik???
Bukankah itu satu perkara yang memalukan???

Saya..
Seorang Melayu yang berbahasa Melayu
seharusnya sudah pakar menguasai bahasa yang saya tuturkan sehari-hari
Malangnya
Saya lebih prihatin untuk belajar menuturkan bahasa orang lan dengan baik berbanding bahasa saya sendiri...
Sepatutnya..
saya mulai belajar berbahasa melayu dengan baik sekarang..
Sebenarnya saya mahu saja menulis blog menggunakan bahasa Melayu
Tetapi
Memikirkan keraguan-keraguan yang datang bertandang dalam hati
Adakala
saya terpaksa batalkan niat tersebut
Aduhai......

*Terima kasih awak sebab memaksa saya bercakap dlm bahasa melayu sepenuhnya(^_^)

Make me LOVE!!!

2009-06-29T01:56:00.002+08:00

LoVe = Finding a perfect person for yourself (so then, you can live happily ever after like Cinderella)

or

LOVE = looking for someone that we can perfectly love them no matter how they look like

or

LovE = when someone love us and we love them back

or

Love is nothing like above???

I just feel lonely....really...

2009-06-16T21:29:00.003+08:00

Kadang2 ape yang kita fikirkan jadi kenyataan
dan kadang2 apa yg kita fikirkan sekadar mainan psikologi yag mempengaruhi minda bawah sedar dan memaksa diri untuk percaya..
Adakala kita gagal mengawal emosi sebab kita terlalu lemah dan cepat terpedaya dek bayangan2 palsu dalam minda
Tapi benarkah bayangan minda cuma palsu atau sebenarnya bayangan masa lampau??
atau bayangan minda adalah filem yang kita cipta untuk memomokkan diri sendiri dengan tragedi yang terjadi di atas realiti yang menimpa orang lain???
Atau sebenarnya bayangan minda hanya wujud ketika kita tidak lagi mampu menjadi waras??
Lalu apa sebenarnya yang meragut kewarasan seseorang???

Diam!!!

Dunia adakala terlalu bising bagi insan2 yang sedang membuat pertimbangan..
Dunia
Keadaan sekeliling
Pertimbangan tak pernah adil
kerana kita manusia
punya ruang untuk dipengaruhi

Ada masa
manusia cuba menghilang
bersendiri untuk diri sendiri
Lari dari kota kecamuk yang merantai ketenangan
aku juga manusia
yang hilang dalam gelap malam...

Ada ketika jiwa resah..ada ketika lupa untuk sujud..terlalai selalunya..kita menangis dan mereka juga menangis..kita sama2 menangis..sebabnya mungkin berbeza tapi tetap menangis
Mungkin kehilangan, kesakitan....kita tetap melakukan perkara yang sama
kita menangis bersama-sama walaupun sebabnya berbeza

then, who said we've no friends crying with us???
in this big big world...million people are crying with us
at the same time..different places and different reasons but still..
they're crying....

If...
I'm alone
Being alone
if i'm not there
will they live happier without me??
if they will...then
why should i stay.....
i'm taking my own way
Sometimes
feel like i don't belong to where i belong.......

20th GEN (this is an announcement)

2009-06-11T14:39:00.001+08:00

REUNION 20th GENERATION

8(Sabtu) dan 9 Ogos(Ahad)

Tempat : Kenduri MideeDolah-SMAPL-Holiday Villa Subang Jaya

Bayaran : RM 38 (sebelum 25 julai 2009)

Treasurer: Ammar Faiz & Lokman Bahar (cimb lokman-1233 0062755 529)

diharapkan agar 20th gen dapat memberitahu Ammar/Lokman selepas pembayaran dan sila simpan resit sebagai bukti pembayaran.

SABTU 8 Ogos

1200-1600: Kenduri En. Abdullah Khairi dan Puan Ameerah Diana
Tempat- UKM/umah Dola/umah Midee (maklumat lanjut akan diberitahu kelak)

Lepas kenduri, 20th gen bergerak ke SMAPL, harap tiba di SMAPL sebelum maghrib (in case sapa2 nak pergi Seremban mengimbas memori lalu dulu)

1900-2130: Solat jemaah dan sesi SIRIH PULANG KE GAGANG
deskripsi : perkongsian bersama adik-adik, tayangan video
person-in-charge : Fatin Syamimy Liana& Ahmad Ashraf
tempat : Musolla Al-Hidayah (puteri), Musolla Al-Mustaqim (putera)

Lepas Isya' untuk budak putera besar kemungkinan tiada sebarang aktiviti memandangkan kebanyakan budak putera nak ambil angin malam kat Seremban. Ada juga yang nak tidur awal sebab tak nak terlepas qiam =D

Untuk budak puteri, masih dalam perancangan. Sama ada kita beraktiviti sesama kita atau bersama adik-adik. Belum finalize lagi. Apa-apa tanya Fatin Syamimy Liana atau Nova Adila.

AHAD 9 Ogos 2009

0530-0630: solat subuh

0630-1000: Riadah, Bebas
Person-in-charge : Norhazirah

1000-1230: 20th gen di hotel Holliday Villa, Subang Jaya.

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bagaimana ke sana?

pandai-pandai dah besar kan semua.hahaha

1)kereta. parking sana bayar rm4 sehari

2)KTM berhenti Subang Jaya. teksi rm5 ke Holiday Villa

1230-1330: ucapan oleh
1) Ustaz Omar (tanya acap sapa ni)
2) Abdullah Khairi & Ameerah Diana (bagi tips rumahtangga)
3) Ucapan Terbuka (sapa2 rindu mic)

1330 ke 1400 : Zohor
1400 ke 1700 : Hi Tea

MASALAH DAN KEKELIRUAN? bawah ni kaunter pertanyaan, saya tukang hebah saja =D

Ahmad Ashraf(0193694287)
Ahmad Faqih Sadiq(0196664464)
Lokman Bahar(0173171491)
Ammar Faiz(0172750003)
Nadiah Salihah(0176866349+0133086760)
Fatin Syamimy Liana(0172001732)

JUMPA DI SANA!!!

sukacita diingatkan kepada 20th gen untuk menjaga etika berpakaian demi menghormati SMAPL barakah. Jangan bawa imej yang tak baik kepada adik-adik ya!

Bring Me To Life

2009-06-09T09:55:00.001+08:00

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

The Cage

2009-06-06T23:30:00.002+08:00

once
i hate that cage so much
i want to be free
like a bird
so sad in the cage
lonely and scared
and if...
i could run far far away from the cage
i believe that i'm happier
those things happen
none of them is my fault
and i..
stand all of those years
believe that
i could be someone i cannot be
but i always want to be
someday
after i get out from the cage like hell

time passed by
and i did grow up
believing what i don't
and i..
am change so fast..
some part better
the wounds heal
no scar...
the time comes...
i wish i could stay inside for some time longer
just like a bird in cage
wishing for a freedom
but when it free
it miss the cage

AKU tak tau nak bagi tajuk ape.....

2009-06-04T22:51:00.002+08:00

Aku fikir aku suka berseorangan. Aku tak perlu sakitkan hati orang lain dan hati aku pun tak sakit. Tapi ada orang tak suka apa yang aku suka dan masih ada orang sakit hati dengan aku walaupun aku tak kacau dia. aku bukannya suka hidup sunyi cuma aku tak suke hidup dengan mata-mata yang tak senang pandang aku. So, better before I myself get hurt, lari jauh-jauh dari masalah. Aku pun tak suka cari pasal. Tapi aku tak tau apa pasal la pasal suka cari aku. Sibuk je kacau aku. Pergi la kacau orang lain. Aku da cukup sibuk ni. Tak payah nak kacau-kacau lagi.

Aku suka baca buku. Duduk dengan buku. Sebab buku tak kacau aku. Buku pon tak suka membebel kat aku. Mungkin buku tu memang sayang sangat kat aku. Sebab tu ape pon aku wat kat dia, dia tak pernah bising.(aha..of course la syg..it cannot talk nway..if it could then it would say..so stupid la lu..krg moral punye org..lpas bce men cmpak2 je..aku buku la woi!!!tak nampak ke?! *in imagination only*) Apa pon mungkin tu satu sebab nape setiap kali aku tension aku akan baca buku. Aku agak je la.

Tapi kadang-kadang bila aku tension, aku pon suka dgr lagu hardcore gak. Bila aku dgr orang jerit-jerit aku puas ati. Kira macam dia da tolong jerit2 kan untuk aku la. Lagipon benda2 camtu leh tolong hilangkan rasa sunyi aku. Mungkin sebab tu gak aku suke tgk race. aku bukan pe. Tapi bila aku tengok aksi daring diorang tu aku rasa puas ati. Macam aku plak yang wat aksi2 daring membawa maut tu. Sesungguhnya aku memang teringin nak wat benda2 macam tu. Tapi ku pon takut mati. So, aku rasa orang yang leh wat benda2 camtu tanpa takut mati memang gila.
(mungkin tak waras..gila tu macam ntah la..sama je kot maksudnya..aha..aku tak tau..aku tak amek jurusan bahasa.)

Kejap. Ada satu benda pasal aku yg aku memang tak paham. aku ni kadang2 asal cengil sangat ek??macam menakutkan je..aha..mungkin aku ni suka berubah ikut suhu persekitaran kot..no komen..

Bila difikirkan balik, aku ni takde nampak macam tak normal pon. cuma banyak sangat baca komik pelik2..menyebabkan kdg2 aura hitam si presiden kelab manik tu macam mempengaruhi aku plak. .bila difikirkan balik, macam btol gak pe yg mak cakap tu. Aku ni banyak sgt tgk tv gn baca buku. Sebab tu banyak merepek.

jap2. Ada lagi 1 bende. Aku tak tau nape sejak akhir2 ni aku malas sangat. (tak..sebenarnya aku memang dari kecik malas..sampai mak kata aku masa kecik nak suap makanan dalam mulut sendiri pon malas..troknye la hai)Aku bukan apa..kadang-kadang tu aku cuma rasa tak nak ada orang bebel macam2 kat aku. Kan senang kalau mak tampal 1 jadual kat peti ais. Arini aku kena buat ape..esok, lusa, tulat..sediakan waktu sekali..kan bagus..mesti aku tak lupa..mak pon tak penat bebel..aku pon rileks je..(aha..btol tu..aku setuju gn idea sendiri)

Ups..da byk plak tulis. aha...sorry..(^_^)

Problem Occur!!!!

2009-05-30T00:12:00.002+08:00

I've got a problem. not that big but enough to cause great headache to my cute little head and brain. Just now my friend ask me to go solat but i don't know why but really feel very very lazy to go solat now(itu batu besar jugak ada duduk atas kepala). The thing is he asked me to call him after i finish perform my solat Isya'. But now i don't want to go solat because he asked me to do so but on the same time if i'm not going to do that then i have to lie that i did what he asked me to do even i'm not doing so. So just now i think that i don't know what to do. The problem here is i don't know why did i'm very lazy to do anything??

(thinking with a very serious face^_^)

after minutes thinking of the problem occured......

i think i've to go solat..x baek lambat2 kan solat wahai cik Nurul Zetty Illyani Ramlan. Berdosa. Pergi semayang skang!!!!

Me : Baek2..nak pegi la nie (muke xnk dgr kte)
My Hati : Astaghfirullah..ape nk jadi la gn aku nie..

Kesimpulan....

Akhirnya pergi solat dengan ikhlas=)

To-Do-List

2009-05-29T01:57:00.002+08:00

1. Ganti
*baru 1 hari ganti puasa. macam mana ni. mak da bising. ramadhan da dekat.

2. Ketupat Cinta
*semalam da beli Aidil Khalid's. next, pergi MPH nak bli ketupat cinta plak. macam best je. p/s: kaksyasya akak da ade ke buku nie?? klo da ade zet x jadi beli=p

3. Linguaphone
*nie la benda paling gile aku pernah buat. tahniah buat MR FARID from USM sebab berjaya mempengaruhi saya membeli barangan anda(every month kena bayar 110 for maybe 2 year). seriously..mom n dad..i'm so sorry for spending so much money for this unacceptable reason..

4. Bil
*firstly, so sorry to MR MOHD FIRDAUS IBRAHIM for causing him so much problem involve money. aha..next, saya belanja awk mkn(is it acceptable??exchange for your every month 100??)
*he might 'fall in love' with me if he read this..so sorry mister

5. Closet
*work closet have been closed for such a long time. so now, time to make it clean. oho..so many thing is waiting to be done.ek??btol ke ayat ni..mcm plek je..

6. End of list
*it's early in the morning.(not yet dawn..this time called sepertiga mlm i guess). not yet solat Isya' so ape lagi..pegi la solat!!!!

*why is night is so sunyi??

Renungan Bersama...

2009-05-24T16:31:00.003+08:00

salam buat semua yang sudi singgah di laman kecil ini...

saya ada terbaca satu artikel yang ditulis oleh seorang muslim mengenai dakwah dan tarbiyah..tentang politik dalam Islam. ALHAMDULILLAH...Allah telah membuka hati saya untuk membaca artikel ini sehingga akhir. Antara kata-kata beliau yang dapat saya petik ialah

" Sekarang kita melihat ummat buat maksiat, berzina, minum arak, tak solat. Lepas tu dengan kuasa yang ada pada kita, memaksa mereka meninggalkan maksiat, memaksa mereka bersolat, menghukum mereka yg melanggar hukum-hukum Islam. Ceramah-ceramah kita tekankan,"Jangan berzina, haram, dalilnya ini....","Aurat wajib ditutup! Dalilnya.." dan sebagainya. Tetapi kita tidak pernah mengkaji mengapa mereka melakukan maksiat. Adakah kerana mereka tidak tahu hukum? Bukan.. Masalah umat sekarang adalah Masalah Aqidah. Kurangnya kefahaman terhadap mengapa perlu tunduk kepada Islam. Kurangnya kefahaman mengapa perlunya kita mentaati setiap perintah Allah. Jadi ini yang perlu diselesaikan. Pemahaman perlu diberikan kepada umat. Dalam kata yang lebih mudah, DAKWAH & TARBIYAH perlu berjalan dengan serius dan rutin. Sekarang ni kita tengok ramai orang berbuat maksiat adalah sebab kita tidak berdakwah kepada mereka. Kita tidak pernah melakukan pendekatan peribadi kepada mereka, membimbing serta membantu mereka."

Kata saudara ini lagi....

"Bayangkan sekarang, jika hukum-hukum hudud tiba-tiba dilaksanakan, siapa yang akan memberontak? Orang-orang yang bermaksiat inilah. Mereka yang menjadikan zina, arak, judi dan lain-lain yang sewaktu dengannya sebagai rutin harian mereka. Apabila aurat diwajibkan untuk ditutup, siapa yang akan bangkit melawan? Pemain-pemain bola sepak Malaysia.. Apabila hijab muslimah sebenar wajib dikenakan, siapa yang akan protes? Kawan-kawan kita yang tudungnya main selempang sana sini, yang pakai seluar jeans ketat, yang berpegang pada dalil kepala otak sendiri, "Allah tidak tengok rupa, yang penting hati mau baik," dan lain-lain 1001 macam ragam manusia. Jangan salahkan mereka, tapi salahkan diri kita sendiri. Selama ini kita tidak pernah berusaha untuk mengingatkan mereka, sehingga mereka semakin jauh daripda kebenaran.

Yang paling penting, adakah dengan kaedah kekuasaan dan penetapan hukum undang-undang, dapat memastikan bahawa maksiat akan dapat dihapuskan? Baik, sekarang kita hendak hentikan judi daripada berleluasa, pelacur-pelacur tidak lagi melacur dan arak tidak lagi diminum. Jadi dengan kekuasaan yang ada, kita tutup semua pusat-pusat judi. Genting Highland tu, bom aje. Semua kelab-kelab malam, tutup! Kedai-kedai arak, haramkan semua. Aset-aset kta bekukan dan rampas semuanya. Fikirkan, selesaikah masalah? Umat akan berhenti bermaksiatkah? Tidak sama sekali. Malah mereka akan lebih kreatif dalam mencari alternatif-alternatif lain untuk memuaskan nafsu mereka. Lihat contoh di ibu kota, apabila pencegah maksiat kuat meronda di taman-taman, pasangan-pasangan yang ingin berzina ini mencari alternatif lain, buat projek dalam teksi! Mereka akan tetap minum arak, berzina dan berjudi, sebab itulah yang disukai mereka. Inilah yang berlaku jika kita hanya memaksa tanpa memberi kefahaman terlebih dahulu. Laksanakan hudud pun, orang-orang yang masih terlepas, melihat kepada pesalah zina yang dihukum, akan berfikir,"Bodoh mamat tu. Nak berzina pandai-pandailah cover. Tak professional. Aku tak kantoi pun." Astaghfirullah...bukan ini yang kita mahukan, bukan ini yang kita harapkan. Kalau di zaman Rasulullah, pesalah zina itu sendiri yang pergi mengaku dan meminta dihukum. Macam mana nak ada generasi seperti ini, yang sanggup mengaku kesalahannya, serta mahu dihukum, andai dakwah serta tarbiyah tidak berjalan? Andaikan seseorang itu telah ditarbiyah dan diberi kefahaman. Diberi sebuah bilik terkunci dengan pelacur-pelacur yang rupawan sekalipun, insya-Allah, dia tidak akan berzina. Kerana dia sangat-sangat yakin akan dosa dan azab yang bakal diterimanya. Ana bukan menolak hukum hudud. Ia memang satu hukum yang wajib dilaksanakan. Tetapi perlaksanaannya perlu disertai dengan kefahaman. Dalam erti kata dakwah perlu diperhebat agar mereka dapat menerima hukum-hukum ini. Seandainya kita sudah memegang tampuk pemerintahan, maka laksanakan sahaja."

Saya petik sebahagian dari artikel ini untuk dijadikan panduan dan nasihat buat diri saya dan anda yang sudi meluangkan sedikit masa untuk membaca. Artikel ini saya kira cukup untuk mengejutkan kita yang masih terlena dibuai indahnya dunia. Artikel ini saya petik bukan untuk membangkitkan isu politik seperti yang cuba dibawa oleh saudara tersebut tetapi, artikel ini saya petik kerana saya rasa isu kurangnya pendekatan dan penghayatan Islam dalam masyarakat Islam khususnya diri saya. Sesungguhnya, hidayah itu milik ALLAH..kita hanya mampu berdoa agar ditetapkan Allah hati-hati kita dalam keadaan beriman sehingga ajal bertamu..WALLAHUA'LAM

Tidak Puas Hati....

2009-05-22T20:34:00.003+08:00

saya memang x puas ati btol la...tadi saya wt kuiz kt facebook...tajuk die status anda masa zaman sekolah dulu..lebih kurang macam tula bunyi nye..yg saya x puas ati tu jawapan kuiz tu mengatakan yang status sy masa di sekolah dahulu adalah budak nakal..sedangkan sy tidak la begitu nakal sehingga mendapat status budak nakal..yang lebih menyebabkan saya berasa tidak puas hati ialah apabila saya membandingkan result saya dengan kawan-kawan saya yang lain ternyata saya seorang sahaja yang mendapat result tersebut..sedangkan kawan-kawan saya yang lain mendapat title budak surau atau pon bee queen atau pon skema enjeng..kenapa saya seorang sahaja yang mendapat title budak nakal??tidakkah saya juga baik seperti mereka??musykil2...mungkin terdapat kesilapan semasa penilaian dibuat...

AKU GEMBIRA DAN BAHAGIA!!!

2009-05-14T23:06:00.003+08:00

What is the best thing ever happened???of course la ble fantasi jadi realiti..mesti la bila apa yang diimpikan jadi kenyataan. walaupun kenyataan itu tidaklah seindah mimipi yang begitu fantasi tapi masih lagi begitu indah sebab sebahagian dari mimpi sudah menjadi realiti..ALHAMDULILLAH..setiap apa yang ALLAH tentukan itu pasti ada hikmah yang datang..mungkin kegembiraan itu sekadar ujian..tapi bukankah ujian itu tanda ALLAH sayangkan kita hamba-NYA??alangkah bahagianya..rupa-rupanya fantasi itu begitu indah bila ia bertukar menjadi realiti..seumpama karam di lautan cinta..(aha..i guess it feels like that because the only karam yang menyenangkan hati is in lautan cinta)

*well..sorry it sounds so cliche but seriously i'm the happiest girl ever tonight!!!!

Destinasi Cinta

2009-05-10T18:21:00.001+08:00

Munsyid : Mestica

http://liriknasyid.com

Menyingkap tirai hati
Mengintai keampunan
Di halaman subur rahmat-Mu, Tuhan
Tiap jejak nan bertapak
Debu kejahilan
Akan ku jirus dengan madu keimanan

Tak ternilai airmata dengan permata
Yang bisa memadamkan api neraka
Andai benar mengalir dari nasuha nurani
Tak kan berpaling pada palsu duniawi

Destinasi cinta yang ku cari
Sebenarnya terlalu hampir
Hanya kabur kerana dosa di dalam hati
Telah ku redah daerah cinta
Yang lahir dari wadah yang alpa
Tiada tenang ku temui
Hanya kecewa menyelubungi

C/O
Ku gelintar segenap maya
Dambakan sebutir hakikat
Untuk ku semai menjadi sepohon makrifat
Moga dapat ku berteduh di rendang kasih-Mu

Namun ranjaunya tidak akan sunyi
Selagi denyut nadi belum berhenti
Durjana syaitan kan cuba menodai
Segumpal darah bernama hati
(Destinasi cinta Ilahi)

Lestarikan wadi kalbuku, oh Tuhanku
Leraikan aku dari pautan nafsu
Biarpun sukar bagiku melamar redha-Mu
Namun masihku mengharap ampunan-Mu
Wahai Tuhanku...Ya Allah..

Lagu : Abai Os (Hijjaz Records Sdn. Bhd.)
Lirik : Frizdan (Hijjaz Records Sdn. Bhd.)
Hakcipta : Hijjaz Records Sdn. Bhd.
Penerbit : Faizal Osman
Program Muzik : Trabye

Don't Know....

2009-05-06T20:01:00.003+08:00

Keep running on the track
Keep thinking what would happen next
But still
Nothing hits my mind
Nothing seems to be okay
Me
Running away from nowhere
Me
Fate is kidding me…
Is it??
I just don’t know
I find it’s hard
To keep on walking straight
I find it’s difficult
To keep me on the track
Sometimes..i did cry
Cry for something I didn’t know
Sometimes..i feel like laughing
Laugh for no joke
And sometimes..
I feel like nothing
Even I’ve done everything
I don’t want to be hurt
So I keep me alone
I guess I’ll be better that way
But still
I don’t feel okay……

PAKU!!!

2009-04-10T13:19:00.003+08:00

huhu..hasil susunan paku2..(x igt bpe byk btg)..well, our dean asked us to put all those nail 0N the paku yg berdiri tegak kt tgh2 2..hu~ stgh jam ktorg try xdpt2..at last, rupenye our dean kte just ssun all that paku bersilang mcm tue..and that's the result!!how creative!!(hu~pening gk mule2..rse cm x logik je leh letak sume paku2 2 kt ats yg satu 2..)huhu..well,nothing is imp0ssible!!

'TRUTH' Conference (CRRA '09)

2009-04-08T20:26:00.006+08:00

this is the picture during conference last month. that is Vacilli talking about hiv/aids issue.

This is Ching Wei and her friend being model for an activity. actually i don't really pay attention during this session so i missed out the info (hu~ so busy that day)

they were so excited acting as CD-4 cell and HIV. (hu~ what does it feel ha to act like that??)guess..it was so exciting.aha. Pawel looks very energetic. he was the one wh0 pulled down all the CD-4 cell there.

and this is Faruq and Fahrul. this was the drama session. they were asked to be a couple (you should watch this!!really!!they are acting like real!!big applause to Mr. Faruq!!huhu..)sweet couple indeed!!(God!something was wrong with me..how could it be..)

*well, you might be very blur about whatever i,m talking about(not talking actually..it's writing bcoz i don't speak with the screen..it sounds crazy,rite??but i actually did it sometimes..hu~)huhu..i also blur sometimes..actually this conference is about HIV/AIDS issue. we're trying to spread awareness about this issue among youngsters. hope the mission accomplished!!